DREAMS DREAMS THAT NEVER ENDS!!!!!!!!

“Hey, what is your dream in life?”

I do ask myself in moments when I relax which makes me an ALICE in WONDERLAND!

I do have many dreams in my life. Many professions to become. Others may tell that I must be firm in one dream. But I do dream a lot……….

I really desired to be an ASTRONAUT when I was small. Touching the stars, stealing that crescent moon to make a bed for me, printing my own foot steps on the Milky Way. I watched and read articles about astronauts and rocket launching with great curiosity. When after a jet plane pass through the sky, leaving the fog make by the burning of its fuel, I used to look it so long till it disappears from the blue sky.as time elapsed my dreams too changed.

I then wanted to be a JOURNALIST. I wanted to expose to the world the truth, the reality that strucks the human kinds. I wanted to raise my voice against the idiotic customs, discriminations and increasing crimes.to flow with literature, dive deep in the ocean of words. But my parents were against my this wish. They weren’t ready to take a risk with my life.

I have kept myself in a world of FASHION designed the little designer in me. fairies with fabulous costumes in undeafetable trend. unfortunately here too I am unable to go with my dreams. Can u guess why?

Then which will I do?i was confused and there arised the light of love care and service which was in a sleep in my hearts deep core which wasn’t recognized by me till then. YES. I aspire to become a renowned CARDIAC SURGEON.that wasn’t a flinching aim.it is was my strong determination . I might have got inspiration from my mother who works as a head nurse and the childhood days me spend with her in the hospital vestibules with her.or may be from my father who initiate to give morsal to suppress the hunger of patients trough st.Vincent de Paul society.

Do I have the ability to achieve such a great honourable profession? Yes. I do have a mentality to serve others, console them. I choose this not to be fame, but to do a charitable work…to get self satisfaction in what I does. As a doctor I can heal my patient’s heart’s pain along with their physical pains.and I do have my whole family support. I want a secure life with joys of family around.

Every day I pass near medical college hospitals which inspire me more and more.to be a doctor is now more and more competitive and I had to work to my best. I wanted to thank my parents who supported me in all ways, by presenting my “steth”to them, hearing their heartbeats of never ending joy through it.

But now. At present I joined for ENGINEERING. There was no idea of doing engineering in my mind till then even though I wished to do MBA later in my life.Hey, I can’t believe that I am going to be an engineering student!

May be you wonder why I enter such a thing. I will tell you. I couldn’t get the highest rank to get a seat for MBBS. And I am a person who wants to get something in my first chance. I don’t like to give up another one. And may be fortunate or unfortunate I got for engineering. This is how GOD plays his tricks! HAHA! May be this is the profession that THE DIRECTOR OF LIFE decided to give me when he gave me a role to act in this world. I do now recognize that GOD always has kept some goal for us. May be the way to attain that destination is different. Some reach it soon, but for some it takes time to understand what is to be attained. It’s really CURIOUS! However ultimately each of us will be given that what was decided earlier. BUT. There is a ‘but’. We should try our level best. Don’t leave it saying “oh why should I try? If it’s for me I will get” its utter stupidity. It doesn’t matter that we get, what we tried, or don’t get; it’s our duty to try and try. Work hard. If it’s not done then sometimes the GOD won’t give us even what he wish to present. Okay? Okay!

Now I do dream again in this way. After my B.TECH I would like to take MBA from abroad. So I should be more alert and active. I shall give up my laziness. I can’t predict would I be able to do it or not. But I can dream and try for it! You dream a lot so that you will achieve one!!!!

I do dream this too. After I become self reliant I can get some of the wishes I had. I can then explore the world and space, live with words, expose my creative talents, add colors according to my imaginations, light the lamp of service in this hectic world in some other way, all with my this single life!!!!!!!!!!

WHERE THERE IS A WILL THERE IS A WAY!

Nothing can then obstruct me other than GOD. What he decides we get that. But as a human I can dream. The gift that the SUPERNATURAL POWER presented human.

So I have DREAMS DREAMS THAT NEVER ENDS!!!!!!!!!