Its after a long time I'm being with my computer continuously for 3 n half hours. Dusted up all my activities that was almost idle for past 3 years. This was my best friend and my blog was where I scribbled myself..
I was missing my words , my drawings for the past few years and it was few hours before I realized how much i missed them and how much those activities made me relaxed.
When I was with my blog, internet and with my arts i dint have time to think for them who hurts me, to get depressed when some leaves me alone. It was an fantasy world that took me away from here, where I forgot who I am, what i am for.
Now I would like to have a restart to be the old me, the only difference between the old and new phase would be the experiences from which I have learned from during the middle phase.
And I am feeling disturbed to realize that now the words cant present feelings as past, keypad not working according to mind. literally running out of words. But let this be overcome. As some 1 says "Just got 1 life, Njoy it to max"..
I was missing my words , my drawings for the past few years and it was few hours before I realized how much i missed them and how much those activities made me relaxed.
When I was with my blog, internet and with my arts i dint have time to think for them who hurts me, to get depressed when some leaves me alone. It was an fantasy world that took me away from here, where I forgot who I am, what i am for.
Now I would like to have a restart to be the old me, the only difference between the old and new phase would be the experiences from which I have learned from during the middle phase.
And I am feeling disturbed to realize that now the words cant present feelings as past, keypad not working according to mind. literally running out of words. But let this be overcome. As some 1 says "Just got 1 life, Njoy it to max"..
