HOPE AND SMILE

I was forced by my little sis to make a thought for the day and just surfing i got these words which made me to think much deeply with ma life...


" Sometimes, hope is what makes us smile.Other times, a smile is what can bring us hope. " - Tibetan Monk

A simple situation. When the world is against a man and he is drowning in failures; the hope that he will swim to win and make the same world with him again gives a charming curve on lips...Happiness even in sad...
Same situation... a small assuring smile from a loved one or may be a stranger gives the hope for the man to live.
It’s very much true with my life…when the world and life play with me... The hope and a single consoling smile make me to live among the hectic and selfish...
At times i faced the failure in front of me.. y to peep the past.. jst a few days before from ma college i just realised how the world around me went against me. i cant now tell u whts the matter not because i am afraid of others but i dont want others to be spoiled with this post.. this post is jsut meant to explain a thought...2 incidents came just in series which skechted such bad image for me...i saw those i identified as ma friends moving far from me.. were they consoling me or scolding me? i jst trust them and thought it was done for ma good that they fired at me. result was the lonliness at heart in the middest of all. i jst knew how far they are from me on a morning i saw myself alone in ma room..was that the distance between two floors or distance between souls???? what ever may be. as my mom says i cant take much into heart..i will forget this and behave to them as nothing happned..its jst me.and this isnt written to tell ma friends are bad. no they arent... they are the best ones.. but the moment i need them i couldnt find any shoulder to relay upon...there was some fault in ma side and i repent for it..but i wasnt completely wrong...
just a single hope that i over come the situation.. made me to tell all ma troubles to ma mom.. their support and attitude made a smile on ma face.. to my surprise or what ma friend,who can be specified as someone who know me well as my mom does, who was in a mifftiff with me phoned and consoled me telling: "why you dint uttered me a word when you were such depressed?" a smile .. a word of remeberance gave me the hope that i will win... i will surely..or i wanted to win ma college.. i want to proove them that i was right. i am sure that those who left me , actually they may dont..but i dint get their support when i was needy, will come to me..and the trust i have on ma god imparts the courage to face what happens next..

did i deviate from ma topic huh?

no matter what had happened with you.. a hope , faith in god, and a smile on face thats what i call optimism....
HASEENA BANO JAAN