DOWN TEAM DOWN

Hmmm i am really annoyed when i am writing this post.
we have loosed a match today. its not loosing after playing it but loosing it with the irresponsibility and non interest of a great person. hmm. i do know that if i write this i am gonna get fired from many. so that i doesnt frankly blame any even though i feel of smashing "X".
we were selected for the softball team of mycollege. we means megha ,deepa, alaka , carmin, jeena, tinu, maria, minu.and myself....with great enthusiasm we joined the team even though we dint knew much about the game. i whole heartedly loved to play a lot and i really tried quite hard to get in good terms with the game. even i tried my level best to bring my other friends to this game. we cut our classes and spend our all leisure time for the practise .i really tried hard and i was really crazy about it. i hope you all get how much intersted i was form this. sorry dears i am running outof my words..
we were informed that we have to facethe opponent team on 7th and today morning we
were, for God sake ,told that the match is today. thank god atleast we knew it today. okey.. thats cool we will do our level best..we were determinent. the time flew off and we packed the things to leave to maadayi where the match is to be held.tinu and megha went to class to inform our friends that we are leaving. even with this single joining in this team we got many friends from seniors whom we thought wouldnt be. we the first years were given such a support from them. took classes about the rules in the game. practised along with us under the burning sun. it was all for our sake. when all left to different places i was left alone in the ground. i felt some awkwardness in every others attitudes.something gloomy in all our seniors faces who were quite laughing and enjoying with us a moment before from the canteen.

sir said"sorry shamlin u can go to teh class now. the match is cancelled" idint get words to tell back.kept mum.. deepa and all came. bahul ettan said deepa"your entry is good. we cancelled the match" without uttering any more words or facing us our sports captain turned back and walked away in full depression. his hands were covering his eyes. i could see the gloomy in vimal ettan( he tried a lot to make my strike not a fowl one)eyes.. i was justcontrolling my tears.. ...sir was telling something. and i just questioned him ....we wanted to see the match atleast.......


oh the stupid bell rang now. any way i am not gonna attend afternoon session. leaving to hostel....just its our first experience .....

oh cool now after telling you this much.. should leave the lab now. alaka is waiting for me. lets leavetogether..

bye



i will compensate this failure of irresponsibility of someone next time... i will win this