MIRAGE

At some point of life you will come to realise that you are the only one there for you.

Many just enter slowly and exit so fast in your life's journey.  Soon before opening eyes after a blink, you being left behind confused, a hole which may or may not be healed by time. It's the moment that you come to realise that everything is fake, including your body.  

Now you may think that parents, best friends, life partners, siblings or some relations would be there. Its just a hope that makes us to thrive in this lonli hectic world, a kind of mirage that giving hope to live. But at EOD you come to realise that you are the one and only campanion for yourself, and if the campanion inside you is balanced with positive and negatives, then this mirage wil be with you in one or the other form through out your journey.  :)

Its was only 4 u!

It was only 4 u!

Smiles lips gave
Risks life took
Games I won
Friends I made
It was only 4 u!

SOME PEOPLE

Some people come to our life for a reason.

Some may make us cry so hard , that we will know the value of tears.
Some will ignore us to the core, that we will start to know how to care others.
Some just fight with us till we breaks, that we know the need of peace.
Some poke our heart to sad, that we  know what happiness means.

Atlast i got it back !!!!

ohh.. some creepy site was causing trouble from posting in my blog since few months. I was even thinking about deleting this blog after giving  too many tries in vein , but kinda attachment  i have to this made me postpone that decision of mine. Luckily i could discuss this with my friend as a last hope and finally i could resolve the problem today with the help of my friend  successfully. M so happyyyyyyyyyyyyyy....

Here is my work for the gloomy moody Sunday, which gave me a bit relax after finishing it... From now on-wards i hope i can be back to the world of writing as-well. :)

RESTART

Its after a long time I'm being with my computer continuously for 3 n half hours. Dusted up all my activities that was almost idle for past 3 years. This was my best friend and my blog was where I scribbled myself..

I was missing my words , my drawings for the past few years and it was few hours before I realized how much i missed them and how much those activities made me relaxed.

When I was with my blog, internet and with my arts i dint have time to think for them who hurts me, to get depressed when some leaves me alone. It was an fantasy world that took me away from here, where I forgot who I am, what i am for.

Now I would like to have a restart to be the old me, the only difference between the old and new phase would be  the experiences from which I have learned from during the middle phase.

And I am feeling disturbed  to realize that now the words cant present feelings as past, keypad not working according to mind. literally running out of words. But let this be overcome. As some 1 says "Just got  1 life, Njoy it to max"..

REWIND????

If i get a chance to rewind my life, then i would erase some people completely from my life and would try to hold some persons close..